What Happens
With
bipolar disorder, you alternate between episodes of
depression and
mania. In between, you may return completely to normal
or have some remaining symptoms. The extreme mood changes may come on suddenly
or appear more slowly.
During a manic episode, you may be abnormally happy, energetic, or
very irritable for a week or more. Initially, you may feel incredibly
productive or creative. You may feel powerful and seductive and think there is
nothing you can't accomplish. But as a manic episode progresses, you may behave
wildly and irresponsibly, spending a lot of money, getting involved in
dangerous activities, and sleeping very little. You may also have a hard time
functioning in your job and relationships.
After a manic episode, you may return to normal, or your mood may
swing in the opposite direction and you may feel useless, hopeless, and
extremely sad. When you are depressed, you may have trouble concentrating,
remembering, and making decisions; you may have changes in your eating and
sleeping habits; and you may lose interest in things you once enjoyed. Some
people become suicidal or harm themselves during episodes of depression. Some
feel as if they can't move, care, or think.
Men tend to have more manic episodes, while women have more
episodes of depression.7
Initially, stress may trigger depression or mania. But, as the
illness progresses, mood swings may not be caused by any specific event.
Without treatment, your bipolar disorder may get worse, causing you to move
more often between mania and depression.